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Silent
Screams
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It's funny how people know you,
Never knowing you at
all.
A bleak realization and ponderous thoughts...
Darkness and rage consume my
past.
Not forgotten to go forward...
Not remembered to outcast.
The future is luminous, yet not choosing to see.
I'm stuck in limbo.... an abyss created by me.
I'd like to start over... to do it all again.
Avoid situations I was continuously put in.
Close my eyes and forget...
Let the silence drift me away.
Imagine a world...there I'll stay.
It is only in this slumber I am at bliss...
Soon reality is a grim awakening kiss.
I've run out of words...
Sentences to say.
Does it really matter? Does it matter any way?
Things are seen...yet never saw.
Not wanting to look on...How does one ignore it all?
The cries for help...a listening ear...
I wonder, I wonder...
How can they not hear!
So I want to SHOUT! Scream out loud.
Clutter, clutter fills my
mind...
Oh what the hell, it's just a waste of time!
No one cares of a raped identity...a once creative mind...
I'll stop it here, it won't desecrate mine!
See... there I go, I'm all right... "
She's fine".
Smiling
I look pretty...The wall defeats the pain...
Although somewhere, somewhere silently it shall
always remain.
I'll deal with it, I'll deal with it...
I'll deal with it one day.. Wont
I?
BY
CAROLANN S.
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